Worked hard to day at our flip house cleaning the yard of limbs and very tall grass. Came home and showered then took a nap. Not mentally tired but physically so I just laid there and mostly thought. I have been wrestling with why we should sail as christians and I haven’t figured it out yet. I said Lord I’ll give sailing up to you. I don’t have to have it. I felt like He said back that’s not what I’m asking of you. I said then why do you put this into my heart? And it seemed as if he said “Not yet”. as in I am not ready to show you.